1 00:00:28,710 --> 00:00:37,220 BEHIND THE CLOSED DOOR 2 00:00:28,710 --> 00:00:37,220 ______________________ 3 00:01:00,160 --> 00:01:09,210 [ITA forced] - Subtitles in ASS format: anonymous (28-11-2022) 4 01:19:38,460 --> 01:19:40,330 Exhibit A. 5 01:19:40,380 --> 01:19:45,420 What can I answer if they ask me whether the murder was premeditated? 6 01:19:45,920 --> 01:19:47,510 Premeditated? 7 01:19:47,970 --> 01:19:49,800 I've been planning this my whole life. 8 01:19:50,760 --> 01:19:53,050 The records say he has met his wife... 9 01:19:53,100 --> 01:19:54,930 only this spring, in Mexico. 10 01:19:54,970 --> 01:19:56,100 Yes. 11 01:19:57,230 --> 01:19:59,060 I loved her very much and... 12 01:19:59,560 --> 01:20:00,730 somehow... 13 01:20:02,020 --> 01:20:05,900 I felt like I had searched a person like her for life. 14 01:20:05,940 --> 01:20:07,990 - To kill her! - No! 15 01:20:09,030 --> 01:20:11,360 That... came later. 16 01:20:11,950 --> 01:20:15,790 Gossip says he would have killed also his first wife, Eleanor. 17 01:20:18,250 --> 01:20:19,370 No. 18 01:20:20,080 --> 01:20:23,000 I feel guilty... that's why I built that room. 19 01:20:24,590 --> 01:20:27,670 She died because I didn't love her... 20 01:20:27,710 --> 01:20:31,180 and perhaps, unconsciously, I... 21 01:20:32,430 --> 01:20:34,350 I wanted her to die... 22 01:20:34,680 --> 01:20:37,640 but a man cannot be responsible of his unconscious thoughts, right? 23 01:20:38,850 --> 01:20:42,230 If she's not responsible of his thoughts, who else is? 24 01:20:42,270 --> 01:20:44,860 Thoughts vary depending on of the life you lead. 25 01:20:44,900 --> 01:20:47,480 All my life, I have been dominated by women. 26 01:20:47,650 --> 01:20:49,360 As a child, from my mother. 27 01:20:49,400 --> 01:20:50,900 When he abandoned me... 28 01:20:51,700 --> 01:20:53,240 when she died... 29 01:20:53,280 --> 01:20:55,740 from Caroline and Eleanor. 30 01:20:56,200 --> 01:20:58,540 I have never lived alone... 31 01:21:00,500 --> 01:21:02,370 and I might have thought about... 32 01:21:02,670 --> 01:21:04,790 But you can't judge a man for his thoughts! 33 01:21:04,830 --> 01:21:07,210 What about the consequences of his thoughts? 34 01:21:08,090 --> 01:21:10,260 I didn't kill Eleanor! 35 01:21:10,300 --> 01:21:13,180 But he killed his wife, Celia. 36 01:21:19,020 --> 01:21:21,100 I tried not to kill! 37 01:21:30,940 --> 01:21:33,570 The first time, in Mexico... 38 01:21:33,820 --> 01:21:37,410 I ran away from her and the urge to kill has disappeared. 39 01:21:37,530 --> 01:21:39,120 I thought I dreamed it. 40 01:21:39,990 --> 01:21:43,080 Then, when I met her at the station... 41 01:21:43,080 --> 01:21:44,320 of Lavender Falls... 42 01:21:44,580 --> 01:21:48,500 I felt a deep and sweet feeling of love. 43 01:21:49,840 --> 01:21:51,050 Until... 44 01:21:52,920 --> 01:21:54,550 I don't know what it was... 45 01:21:55,380 --> 01:21:57,180 I became confused... 46 01:21:57,640 --> 01:21:59,310 she has become another... 47 01:21:59,350 --> 01:22:01,560 someone I had to kill. 48 01:22:03,100 --> 01:22:05,980 I tried to resist over and over again. 49 01:22:07,360 --> 01:22:09,730 There are dark forces in this world. 50 01:22:09,770 --> 01:22:11,570 We are all children of Cain, 51 01:22:11,570 --> 01:22:13,820 we all thought at least once to the murder… 52 01:22:16,110 --> 01:22:18,160 I can't do anything about it. 53 01:22:18,410 --> 01:22:21,990 I loved her but, God help me... 54 01:22:22,250 --> 01:22:25,830 if Celia were here, I should kill her again.